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Immigrant Lebanese

I know from the beginning of time all peoples migrate – short distance or long distance – looking for something other than what they have, hoping for a better existence. To begin with Phoenicians were cut out for migration, being sailors and merchants, this was a given. They’re natural risk takers, sailing sometimes into total unknown. Life taking them up and down like the waves under their boats but as usual they continue through the ups and the downs. I guess this life appealed to them more than just stagnation.

Then closer to the present time: imagine going to “America” which ended up being Brazil, the West Coast of Africa, Guyana, and maybe by chance “America”.

If we take a look, they migrated just about anywhere they landed. However, wherever they did end up, they knew there was probably no going back – at least until they made “something” of themselves. Maybe they were afraid to be seen as failures. I’m not sure if this should be the reason to succeed at something.

As I understand, no one leaves their country unless forced to because of one factor or another. Your country is a part of you, who you are, who you know and you are familiar with. Your country runs through your thoughts, hopes, and dreams. Your country is where you would like to run to in times of present woe. Your country is the place you grew up and know, that is home and welcoming, and where the scents of seasons are familiar and remain the same through the years no matter what else changes. The place you run to in your dreams when you get lost in your present life.

Let’s sail across to Lebanon.

What Is Lebanon more than Where Is Lebanon?

What is Lebanon to all Lebanese – Strangely enough, I think to ask what is Lebanon to a foreigner is a lot easier – it is a place where foreigners are actually better off than in their own country.

Let’s try to see what Lebanon used to be and in many instances still is. Just a side note here, most of the Lebanese truly wanted to come back home and with the means to make a better life for themselves and if possible other members of the family. I say “if possible” because if one can venture into hardships to better oneself I don’t see why the others couldn’t. I don’t think anyone has the right to expect others to give them what they don’t want to get for themselves. However, as with everything else, we know they are exceptions to the rule that can be acceptable.

So, exactly how difficult life might have been for many who left on this venture!
First of all, many were not really fully aware of their destination.
“Side note: education is not necessarily intelligence and intelligence not used is useless.”
I think most of the immigrants felt the destination would be AMERICA.
Question is, which America? North, Central, or South?
They might also be the confusion of whether they would end up in America or Africa – they might both begin with A, but they are quite different. Now all things said and done, many times Africa was more lucrative especially if they wanted a chance to go back to Lebanon. Some went to Sierra Leone, Nigeria, Ghana…etc. and I mean etcetera – on the coast, in the middle, and any other place they landed on. Quite a migration!

I noticed that in some Lebanese, Africa mellowed their temper. I haven’t been to Africa, but maybe where they migrated was as calm as the Caribbean. Many Lebanese settled, had families, businesses, and a good life. If they couldn’t they just went back to Lebanon.

Side note: The world is mostly a global village – even if it is a huge village. I think village denotes culture, even a mixture of cultures – a blending of the past smoothly into the present. So, I don’t think we can generalize about people and their countries. I think all humans are all the same, really, just with personal preferences in food, dress, or sometimes a way of thinking. People tend to become like those around them, for example I noticed that Lebanese living in Russia for a long time become Russian in all or many aspects – even the way they look is Russian. We melt into what is around us and become part of it, inside and outside.

I think that some revert to the way they were once they go back home for a visit or permanently. Is it really all about being accepted?

In the year 2022 many Lebanese are still leaving, many against their wishes, but as usual if one cannot survive in one place “like the bedouins in the desert” one is forced to find a means to survive in another.

In conclusion, I would like to say that Lebanon is a country rare in its beauty, rare in the fact that people have learnt to depend completely on themselves, rare in the resilience of the people, however there is always a limit to everything. There is no denying when the end of the rope has been reached. I would like to hope that a next rope can be found one way or another.

God bless you Lebanon and keep you safe, Amen!

River Mine and Yours

So small

So within reach

So much a part of

Who I am

Let me make you proud

Of

Me

As I am so proud

Of

You

Let me see to it

That you will be

Intact

For those who will be

After

Me…

So small

So within reach

So much a part of

Who I am

River Mine and Yours

Lazy, tired, easy water

Slow green color

Slowly moving

Past me

I become

A leaf or a branch

That is hanging just within reach

Of lapping murmuring water

That now

And

Again

Quenches my thirsty surface…

Drops

Fall back

Into the

River

Only to be lightly splashed

Back

Onto a welcoming me

Longing to have such

Light spray

On

My

Parched

Soul…

Excerpt from my article “Immigrant Lebanese” Part Two

…..Then closer to the present time: imagine going to “America” which ended up being Brazil, the West Coast of Africa, Guyana, and maybe by chance “America”.

If we take a look, they migrated just about anywhere they landed. However, wherever they did end up, they knew there was probably no going back – at least until they made “something” of themselves. Maybe they were afraid to be seen as failures. I’m not sure if this should be the reason to succeed at something.

As I understand, no one leaves their country unless forced to by one factor or another. Your country is a part of you, who you are, who you know and you are familiar with. Your country runs through your thoughts, hopes, and dreams. Your country is where you would like to run to in times of present woe. Your country is the place you grew up and know, that is home and welcoming, and where the scents of seasons are familiar and remain the same through the years no matter what else changes. The place you run to in your dreams when you get lost in your present life…..

Warm West Indian Night

I go back in the past

And open the window

And let in a hot sweet West Indian night

I take a handful of air

And cover my face

And feel so good, so fresh –

Lemon and jasmine

It must be with a touch

Just a touch of longing

For sweet frangipani

of my tired soul

Just a bit more,

I reach out into

The dark night of my soul

And take another handful

Before I open my eyes

And

Close the window

To the warm West Indian night

Excerpt from my short story “Double Love” coming soon to Amazon.

Sara is fifteen years old today. She blows out the fifteen candles on her chocolate cake, but not before making a wish.. Sara wishes for a friend. She closes her eyes very tightly, wishes with all her might and blows. Fluttering in vain, the candles give up and go out. As Sara goes to sleep that night, she looks out to the night sky and prays out loudly, knowing that she will be heard. “Please God, send me a friend, a real close friend—I am so lonely, I feel so empty. Good night God.”

Sara awakens next morning feeling very happy. She stays in bed for a little while listening to the morning sounds- the happy melodic twittering of birds and a song from the radio in the kitchen where her mother, Maria, is. She goes down the stairs to the kitchen, “Hi Mom, you seem to be in a great mood today!”
“Maybe it is the music, Sara, I don’t know what it is but I feel different today- lighter somehow.”

Small but All

some people look towards space

and beyond

to find God and see His

Incredible Power

i look near and i look at the small

and i see

the Incredible

Power and Might

God’s Greatness

is Complete in all sizes

His Greatness can not be measured

My promise to me

i want to be bubbly

light and happy

i want to truly taste

the beauty

of life

i want to feel

more happiness

than ever

before

in all aspects of life

i want to discover

all the joy

that’s possible

in life

i want to know

beyond all doubt

that whatever

i think

whatever i want

i can be and have

Feelings

loneliness

all aloneness

distance

space

separation

no connection

Introduce a few people

who talk

laugh

connect

then

no seperatoon

no space

no distance

no all aloneness

no more

loneliness

it just takes a small reaching out and

togetherness

so much better than

aloneness

more haiku happiness

i love the beach breeze

that blows all over my spirit

i am a new soul

it’s good to be new

energy abounds and how

i fly like a bird

i close my eyes now

and behold the freedom sweet

i leave satisfied