Category: Thoughts

Floating Sands

Floating sands of time

Slowly sinking to settle

Forever, never to return

Resting at the bottom

of my river bed

Slowly, waters of time

Flow over the residue

of my life

Causing me to reflect

On what just passed by

My life floats by me,

And I need to hold on

To something

But who can

Hold on to flowing waters

Floating sands

Excerpt from my article “Immigrant Lebanese”

I know from the beginning of time all peoples migrate – short distance or long distance – looking for something other than what they have, hoping for a better existence. To begin with Phoenicians were cut out for migration, being sailors and merchants, this was a given. They’re natural risk takers, sailing sometimes into total unknown. Life taking them up and down like the waves under their boats but as usual they continue through the ups and the downs. I guess this life appealed to them more than just stagnation….

My promise to me

i want to be bubbly

light and happy

i want to truly taste

the beauty

of life

i want to feel

more happiness

than ever

before

in all aspects of life

i want to discover

all the joy

that’s possible

in life

i want to know

beyond all doubt

that whatever

i think

whatever i want

i can be and have

Feelings

loneliness

all aloneness

distance

space

separation

no connection

Introduce a few people

who talk

laugh

connect

then

no seperatoon

no space

no distance

no all aloneness

no more

loneliness

it just takes a small reaching out and

togetherness

so much better than

aloneness

waiting and waiting…..still

destino destiny

letting go

to destino destiny

i know you are out there

i can feel you

i just don’t know

how far

out there

is

or

is it that i have

to go through

Time

to another place

destino destiny

splishing splashing here

splishing splashing all over

just waiting for Joy

floating around space

waiting to hear from you

just wondering when

sea and more sea, see,

there must be something, see

looking i don’t see you

you must be really far, yes,

i think so

i guess, i’ll just keep

waiting

Joys of Past

Can joys of

past

come to visit

present?

the simple joys

of past

where gone to?

come visit

please

present!

Past behind

The sea stands

neglected

alone

barely remembering

to lap

the shore

no one comes

anymore

the past and the sea

left

behind

Memories (3)

On this trip to Cyprus I was only staying 4 days. The first day I walked around the village it took like 2 hours checking out the scenery and the little grocery shops. There are many English people who live there in one newly built up area, small homes with small pools, really good feeling in the area. Those who did not buy, rented the apartments in the hotel; very good idea with a pool and cafe and near the bus stop>Wonderful buses with proper schedules and only 5 minutes walk away..

Anyway the plan that day was to go to Larnaca. I got on the bus after a few minutes wait, I always go early and wait for busses. On the way I saw a few flamingos in a small lake. Reaching Larnaca, I got off the bus and crossed the road into a shoe shop. I needed to fix my heel and I like browsing. The shop had a sign”Shoes3 Pounds” One Cyprus pound was equal to 2 1/2 U.S dollars. I did not think I could go wrong with that price. I went in and found the owners very friendly. I had coffee with them after choosing 3 pairs of shoes. I discovered they were refugees from Famagusta. When the Turks took over this area they came to Larnaca.

Even though there was a brief war I could just see them packing slowly slowly and simply moving from the north to the south. The Cypriots never seem to be in a hurry and if you are in a hurry they will advise “slowly slowly”.. Now in Lebanon in stark contrast. nothing goes slowly, however it does take longer.. In Lebanon everything gets done tomorrow and most likely after tomorrow, whenever that is.

OK So I reached home and Then I checked again my shoes. It seems I paid to have a little joke, one pair was fine I tried it on. The second pair was magical, I had 2 left shoes and the third pair, well that story is slightly different. One shoe fit and even though they both were size 40 ,the other was too small. Maybe they did pack too much in a hurry after all. Good thing the next day was Saturday!

To be continued…………